Thursday, September 18, 2014

U sleep early today..

Muz be very tired..

Take care love..

Muaks...

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Missing u...

M missing a lot updates of ur life...

I wonder when only u will allow me to fit in...

Baby love, m missing u badly.. U know???

:'(

Friday, September 12, 2014

All the best...

U hav been working late lately and now ur status says u r nervous. I guess u will be having presentation soon..

All the best, love...

I know u can do it!!!

Best of luck!!!!

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

Without me...

It was 0909 yday wen I decided to send you a bouquet of chocolate since you doesn't like flower.

Things has been so down with you and so I hope this wil surprise you and put a smile to your face.

My whole objective of being with you is to make you happy. So ya I sent you chocolate.

 
This is what you got and you said thank you.

What the point of saying thank you today when you told me you are already bored with me when we had conversation in the late afternoon?

It hurts so bad.. Your words hurt and you will never realise how bad..

I know doing smtg wrong and then sending gifts to apologize wun work on you. U need time. 

The purpose was is 09.09 and I hope we can still continue 99. Long long enough. And that you hav been so upset and grumpy, I just wana see you smile again.

It hurts to watch you grumpy. I tot of doin smtg to cheer you. I guess I was all wrong again. 

At least now I know that you will be better off without me. You will be much more happier without me. You feel satisfied widout me being around. 

Just anything...
So long is without me...



Sunday, September 07, 2014

Ignorance

It has been so many days past and you still felt irritated and annoyed when talkin to me. You have been ignoring me. I call but you never pick up. You pick up you said " I'm rushing. Don't wana talk" but last time as long as you are in the car you will call me. You no longer do that anymore. You also no longer feel nice seeing anything bout me. My look, my msg, my fb... All this jes irritates you...

I guess I am the 7 mths fren of urs now when I first know you... Tat everythin she does irritates and annoy you.

All of the above, I can only say I am sorry.  

I had enough. When can we go back to those time when we are both so happy together? That you don't mind to sacrifice to meet me? 

I am missing you. Do you?

Thursday, September 04, 2014

How's ur leg?

I wonder how's ur leg.. There's so much to know and so much untold... So much concern yet unknown... 

Is the infection whole gone? So much love but can't express...

:(

Miss u...

The only way to miss you is to hug my pillow tight with tears...

Wednesday, September 03, 2014

Many things to say...

There so much things tat I wana say to u..

I scared after I MSG, I disturb u else I will be disappointed as u stil wun wana reply me...

Darling, m missing u badly...

Tuesday, September 02, 2014

Happy and proud

I am so happy and proud that you hav finally quit smoking for 11days now.. 

But will u ever know how I feel???

Love...

Your attitude change towards me. That is when you start getting angry whenever you sees me. You got grumpy when you tok to me. You felt irritated and every single thing I do is wrong. Everything I do just set ur fire up.

It all started when I realise you hav been toking to her a lot lately... Tho is just normal fren but normal fren don MSG everyday every hour every other minute.. Still you said is just normal fren and I trusted you.

I became sad.. Totally sad.. You were so enjoying toking to her smiling happily but in the other side when you face me, the fire in you auto set-up. Tat is why I choose to shut myself down. Isolated myself all alone. So sked to face you. 

Everytime I see u grumpy, angry or being irritated or annoyed it hurts so much that I can't bare. 

From the beginning, everything I do is to make you happy. I know you are stress with your work I bring you to holiday for relax and I plan everything.

I know you have been workin late and a lot, I buy you bird nest. You wana go holiday shopping, I sponsor you. 

Everything you want I try to give the best for you but in the end? U got angry, u got irritated, u got annoyed... 

And everything I do is wrong...